Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Well-produced short video about the Iranian blogosphere:



(from BoingBoing)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I was watching this on Lauren's page and almost died laughing:





Appletini.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Peacekeeping Chickens!



(from BoingBoing)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Okay so the puppies are off-air sometimes, so I have an excuse for yet more too-cute-to-handle.


Once upon a time... from Capucha on Vimeo

BoingBoing says she's like a little Amelie, but she makes me think of Eddie Izzard's hysterical French routine. I'll post that when I find it.

Here it is!

Live puppies!!

Free TV : Ustream

(from BoingBoing)

Saturday, November 15, 2008

This has turned into something of a tumble blog lately, so I thought I'd take this moment to get a little more personal. Part of my reluctance as of late has been the result of a deepening appreciation for the virtues of discretion and the benefits of allowing the little movements and turmoils of my inner life to incubate a little before I spew them into the public sphere. Another reason for my silence has been the decidedly unpleasant "what" of my life lately, despite the mildly encouraging signs of change in how I have been able to deal with them. Among the whats: my car died, I have fallen dangerously behind in my academic work, and my once beautiful relationship with an exciting new man exploded in an immensely painful fireball of destruction and betrayal. As it turns out, even this last one is passing through my system with surprising ease. I don't know if it's a result of my emerging maturity or a broadening of my perspective, but the downs -- indeed the bottoms -- are starting to recontextualize themselves even as they're happening. I've shortened the distance and the time it takes to put the pain and anxiety away and act on my better judgment. I'm not immobilized anymore, my panic just folds itself into motivation, and I forge ahead.

On the one hand, I can recognize in this the potential danger that Terrence Howard talked about in the interview I posted below. As an actor, he fears that he is experiencing life as an observer, that everything becomes a study in how to reproduce emotions, and that he will lose the ability to experience his own life as unique and irrepeatable. I have that sense sometimes, that I view all the ups and downs as passing scenes, grist for the mill of that great combine that will someday spill enough ink that I can bind all these experiences between the covers of a book, laced with ameliorating fantasy and tweaked to perfection. I wrote on my mirror when I was a teenager that I was "struggling to gain immortality against the human language," but now I think I see the folly of this melodramatic aspiration. The immortality of art is after all not the immortality of the artist. As an artist, I will not get to enjoy the full life of my art, especially if I am one of those who defy the odds and are remembered. I would like to enjoy my life as I live it, for as long as it lasts, and not perhaps to move so quickly from defeat to action to triumph and back again.

On the other hand, survival is a must. My survival is perhaps predicated on too many unlikely successes: a career that I enjoy, a loving family, material comfort and bodily security. These would constitute much more than survival, and yet the everyday getting up, feeding myself and providing for my dependents has seemed difficult or nearly impossible when I've been roundly defeated. In such moments the ability to put it all into perspective, to take a certain observing distance from my pain and anxiety has been absolutely necessary to my being able to move past my misfortunes.

I suppose the answer, as always, is the golden mean between the two. Walking some fine line of interpretation that allows me to experience the pain and anxiety even as I'm packing them away. It used to be writing that made this motion for me, but now it's becoming visceral, a certain sigh that burns my lungs and throat even as it allows the poison to escape. It's not something I consciously do, and in many ways it's a sign of a resignation I never thought I'd feel, but at the moment I guess I'm inclined to accept it as a progression, a personal evolution. If nothing else, my reaction time is streamlined, so I can pack more in! I'm not too busy searching for the magic words to notice that something else is already happening. I'm not so wrapped up in my transformative incantations that I forget all the good that's already within my reach, and sometimes, with a herculean effort, I can drop the bad shit where it is and let it work itself out, for better or worse. Sometimes you have to pass the buck, especially if you were wrong to accept it in the first place. I'm learning to accept it all, bit by bite.

I'm going out now. I'm going to be out in the world, practising my controlled roll. I hope you are all well.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

His name is Maru!



And he's big in Japan!



From BoingBoing
Tiny (pygmy) hippo!



From BoingBoing
This is just cool:


From BoingBoing

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Tom Sparrow brought this to my attention:



Well done Mr. Olbermann.

(Despite the silly look on your face)

Saturday, November 08, 2008

I'm doing a comprehensive exam on Cornel West's prophetic pragmatism this year, and with the pretense of getting to work on it, I YouTube-ed him. This is the first thing that came up. After watching this talk (and absorbing a few pages of Prophecy Deliverance!), I'm convinced that not only is this man one of the great American philosophers, but he's delivering a political message that's a cogent combination of religion, philosophy and social criticism that I think resonates deeply with this moment in history, with our recent election and what it says about us, what we could be. I hope this really is the death of anti-intellectualism in this country, we are so rich with intellectuals.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

So, we did it. In four short years, a young politician rocketed from obscurity into the highest office, buoyed overwhelmingly by the shared hopes and beliefs of millions of Americans. This morning I could almost feel the elation and relief around me. This is a proud moment for us. We can raise our faces to the world, wave our little flags with excitement and maybe for a moment believe that we can turn this country around. Last night and this morning, I can barely express my relief, excitement and pride. But there's a tremor somewhere in my gut, a trepidation that reminds me that though this is the first day of a brighter future, there are still dark days ahead. Americans are still sinking into poverty and alienation, those who were already desperate are clinging to shrinking strands of bare survival, and the wars that we are waging abroad are taking millions of lives, American and otherwise. We cannot rest on our laurels. We cannot absorb this victory and settle back into our old routines and wait for President Obama to save us. This is a call, wider and deeper than any my generation has heard. We have to stand with him and serve. We have to follow our hero's example and reach out to our fellow Americans, especially those with whom we have the deepest differences, and we have to own our ambitions and our ideals. This is a great day, and it's only the beginning.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Mark brought this to my attention:



I hope ya'll are voting tomorrow.